Good

...good.

hmm, when you thought i wasnt keeping track. =)

no regrets, alright?

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"When it all falls down, I'll still be right here
When it all falls down, we'll still be right here
Once in a lifetime, I could feel this way
Once in a lifetime, you could feel it too."

-anberlin

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
I don't quite know how to say how I feel Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace to remind meto find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see I don't know where
Confused about how as well I just know that these things Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

just for this next few minutes. . .

i dont have the right to judge other people...

so this is all i can say for now.

whatever you decide on, with your replies to people, dont hesitate. i know you'll say the right stuff.

'coz i know how you think, how you are right now, at this period of ourlives.

go shoot... I'll start from your reply.

peace...

for not you:
...ask first.

funny entry

Fight.

..For I am being restricted.

What should I do?
Sit till we meet again... wait till she leaves... wait till the feeling deep down her...

...fades?

We might not be able to be who we are. As friends. As individuals?


The wondering minds of two. Connecting... Connected?


To be calm, how can i be? For it is you who lifts up the massive weight in my chest.

...in you i find comfort. A break from everything.
It seems like you're the only person who really understands what real is.
..and all the perspectives that we share, we're somehow 1 person molded into 2.
deny it, I'll stand by what I said. No need to explain further.

there...

What to fight for.

My Reply

We both know we crossed some lines.

Does it really matter, i mean...

we dint really do anything. i don't know what to do 'coz as much as i wanna bum out and stuff,
i cant.

our actions affect other people's feelings. and in this case, the person's feelings are more important to for me now...or not.

help?

i dont know what to do. should i fight or "stand still with an apple on my head" -boyd

Morning Thoughts

woke up.
reality check.
obligations, priorities...

relationships...

it's hard to get by, knowing i can't be with a friend like you.
you've taught me a lot and i hope i did the same for you.
this is just..i dont know. what i always say. i dont know.
i need you to guide me through this. to hold me up, to give me hope... to never stop trying.
this feelingg i bear with me now... "i dont know" thats all i can say.

now, how?

ive found something. something that doesnt come by often.
but... you see... ????????

????

i dont really know.

i'll always be here for you buddy.
and i know you'll always be there for me too.

thats all i can say for now.